1997: Once upon time,...pain walk'd into JaNishia's life. Introduced himself & they became very familiar with each other...she was shocked to find pain there...how in THE WORLD did it find its way in?? Both of her parents were in the home...they were regular church goers...but pain found all the cracks and filled them...
2010: Pain has been fruitful and multiplied and made it's home in JaNishia's heart...it has built a wall that will only let some in and let the others only so close...it controls all of her emotions...and when pain is about to be exposed, it releases anger to completely mask what's really there: pain. & at this point, when he makes his usual apperances, she doesn't even acknowledge him...it's awkward for her...she's dealt with an "elephant in the room" for over ten years...avoiding pain is second nature to her.
pain is very inferior to God tho...when He comes in, pain muse flee...that's why whenever JaNishia gets into His presence, all she can do is cry...& cry...& cry...the hard, ugly cry because God is push'n the pain to the surface so that He can fill her completely...God is forcing pain back to hell, because those cracks, those vacant cracks, belong to Him.
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