You can truly see what has an hold on you when you consider the consequences before you act, & still choose to act...& you never realize what's hindering you until you strive to grow...you never can see what's really around you until you hit the light...
I got a lot of "doors of opportunities" in front of me at this very moment...very minute...very second. But in order to step through those doors, I have to step out of the rooms that I'm in at this very moment...very minute...very second. & I have to close the door.
I've been talking to my sisters about the door posts I'm standing in as of now...seems as though several of them have been in the exact same spot. Knowing what's holding them...knowing what has them bound...and not necessarily being kool with it, but accepting it...more or less...
Funny how the light from the rooms ahead of me cast shadows in the room that I'm currently considering leaving...also making things in this current room look much bigger, closer, and stronger than I've heard they should be...my reality is distorted. THANK GOD for my sisters...
To even consider stepping a foot outside of this room will mean moving more towards the light...which means becoming more vulnerable...more open...more exposed...
But the light is a gentle light...bright enough to captivate your attention, but not to the point where you can't look into it...it seems to bring a calmness over you and begins to draw you...draw you in...draw you in...until you're in...
Knowing this, I still stand in my door post...starring at the rooms ahead...knowing I gotta make a move...
I think it's about time I make my move.
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