So there's this guy...I really like him...except I may like him more than he likes me. Like...I always text first, call first...we only see each other if I initiate...& that's only if he feels like it. But when we do see each other, he's real sweet :) He likes to cuddle...& kiss me...I think he loves me! He always makes comments about having sex, but he just be playing tho...I get really mad when I don't hear from him after he leaves me, but once he explains how he was sleep or how his phone was on silent, I forgive him :)
I love when we get to spend time together...we look so cute together! He has a lot of friends...female friends...and even though they may get his number, he walks away with me. bow! I know he ain't tryna get at them. But maybe just the opposite, cuz his fone always goes off when he's with me...he just silences it...won't even look at it. Because he values his time with me:)
I think we're gonna be together for a while...even though we're still talking right now. He don't wanna rush into things...he has trust issues...and I just need to bare with him & show him that I care...
Now that I think about it, we don't talk half as much as we used to...but we talk every nite before bed...that's the only way I can sleep. I think I'm addicted or something...I still pray before I go to bed...I don't know why God seems so far off...farther than he use to... ButI got *him*... so I'm content.
He just has a few flaws...I wish he'd call more, take me out more, express his feelings more, try to hang with me during the daytime, introduce me to his family, take school seriously, stop spending all his time with his boys, try to get a job, get his license, stop talk'n to his mom so bad, go to church at least once a month, put on some real clothes, text/call me back when I text/call, ask me how my day was & actually care to listen, actually try to get to know me, prove to me that he doesn't talk to anyone else, etc.
But look on the bright side...at least he's cute.
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