I slick feel like Deborah Cox..nobody's supposed to be here dude. I'm supposed to be healing from all the dudes I chose "for the moment"...I ain't even think'n about a relationship...
But I look up...(had to squint to really see)...& here yu are stare'n me in ma face...into my eyes. More affectionate than ever...welcome'n my unknown feelings...#sigh. I feel like I'm in 9th grade all over again...when you snatched my i.d. out of my hand...haha. & since then, we've been thru life together!
We spent my whole break reminiscing on all the times...the fights, the tears, the jokes, the laughs, the relationship. wow...I miss those times. But now I see, they never went anywhere...
All I can say at the point is wow...I wasn't expect'n this just as you weren't, but things have taken a turn over these last couple days & it happened effortlessly...& neither of us mind. We're both actually elated...but now, I have to go back to Nashville...& yu fear that things are gonna change.
I don't.
"Can you look me in the eyes and honestly say you don't love me?" -Deborah Cox.
No, I can't...
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